Facebook Cull

I often go through my friends list and delete people off it, those who are negative or those who I dont talk too. Well today I went through my facebook pics, I deleted wedding pics, pics of ex's and pics of past events with old friends and 'family' 

I was raring to go at first, the further I got the sadder I felt, these people were a part of my life. I have to admit I know this was the right decison, I have moved on with my life. Looking at the pictures reminded me of bad choices I had made by not listening to myself and listening to others around me. 

It was strange looking at pics of me and ex-hubby, it doesnt feel like a different life, more like a different person. Im no longer that girl that met him 10 years ago. I am no longer hiding who I am and Im no longer fighting as many deamons as I was. 

From that time period I have one friend left, Ms Shell. She is amazing and we are closer than ever. I dont see her as being part of that past more as being apart of my future. 

I also deleted pictures of weddings, one of which was ex-hubbys aunty's wedding, again a time id like to forget and the other was a 'friend' who's marriage has since broken down.

I also deleted my wedding pics. I know up in my loft I have my wedding bouquet and a few other bits. I am now ready to let them all go... but its getting up in my loft to do so! I knew before I couldnt let go but now I can. I am entering a new chapter in my life. Divorce is on the horizon and I have a wonderful woman in my life. 

I also need to delete some 'friends' off facebook, these ppl have no place in my future, strange thing is I have friends on facebook that I rarely speak to but they check on my wall, read my updates and read my blog. They are real friends!!!! there are those who i speak to on a regular basis that I dont class as friends yet... Im hoping they will become so as they are lovely people. 

Facebook for me has been a weird place. sometimes I post nothing but cryptic messages and ppls get worried, sometimes I post too much info and ppl get worried or I get back lash. Sometimes I am the true me and well people are either shocked or weirded out by it. There are many sides to me.... some of it isnt very vanilla but I dont care. People on facebook can judge me as they wish. 

A while ago I deleted ALL family members off my facebook except my brother and sister. Since then life has been less complicated!!!!