I have to do this, I have to really focus and solve my debt issues, I have at present not very many soloutions, bankruptcy seems to be my only option but I need to find the £600 to do so, actually Im lying I need to find £400 thanks to a very kind donation, however it may as well be a million. I could scream and scream and scream, my credit score is extremly poor, one step above bankruptcy I do believe. I need to be very strict with myself, every little thing needs to be stopped, and every penny I have I need to plow into my debts, If I could learn to save I would be on a winner. At the moment I am living hand to mouth and I really dont like it. I don't remember the last time I paid my water bill.... I NEED HELP sorting my finances....
A lottery win is the easy answer but never going to happen... I know what I need to do but its doing it.
On a massive positive which is keeping me going is my sweetie, I have a new girlfriend and she is amazing. I will NEVER forget Grace and I think she knows this. Yes I still have feelings for Amber but I am dealing with this. Gemma I hope is in it for the long haul as I deffo am.
On another note, living alone sucks. A long term lodger who pays their rent would be nice but HA! a lodger will screw up my benefits which at the moment I am heavily relying on coz without them there is NO way id be able to survive. I would love to be working but the stress of even a simple job will make me ill and I have made a lot of progress over the last few months.
Enough waffle for the moment guys n gals..... and I will fill you in on college one day, Im getting there and its going great :o)
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