Flowers n giggles

On Friday I blogged saying that I received flowers from G, well I sent her a lovely text saying thanks for the flowers, really made my day! and the reply I got was 'thats very sweet dear but they're not from me' this then left me extremely baffled... the card read 'to a friend from a friend keep smiling xx' I then went through a list of my friends thinking of who it would be, only a select few have my address. I thought of many but didn't have the txt allowance or want the embarrassment of texting saying 'did you send me flowers and how did you know that lilies are my ultimate faves??' 

Being very excited at the thought someone caring enough to spend money on flowers and chocolates gave me a buzz, although it did annoy me a little not knowing who they were from!!!!! 

Friday also saw me feeling very brave... I wanted to go to Fareham to browse the shops.. I had an appointment to see about contacts too, I don't mind glasses but they do get annoying when hairdressing!!!! I decided I was on too much of a hyper to go alone so invited S3 along for a giggle and a stroll around the shops, we were on our best behaviour and I know I embarrassed S3 with my dancing, singing and general silliness!!! S3 tried to disassociate herself from me at times but she didn't have much luck hahahaha.... I was super excited, back on my old meds... okies I'm back to lactating again but I am not down, the new ones (Seroquel) didn't stabilise my mood as they should have done... I felt tired and low.... and that's not how a Taz like me is! I was also excited coz Saturday meant a visit from G.. we get on so well and her visits mean mischief hee hee.

Friday nite saw me chilling out and spending it with my online friends... a nice long chat with M, this gave me a chance to vent some frustrations and air a few lows. M is very good at listening and we can chat for quite a while. I spent a lot of the time clock watching too G was out at a do and wouldn't be online till about 10ish! By the time 10pm came round I was chatting online to 7 friends. C was online and it was nice to chat to her, it had been a few days and I get all fuzzy inside when she calls me petal!!!!

I was also chatting to Shell, she is soooo nice to chat to, I miss the days when we lived next door to each other, MSN is good as we can video but its not the same as nattering over a cuppa!!! The mystery of the flowers was also solved! They were from Shell :) I told her off as I know she is struggling with money but her reply to this was 'I know you were down and I can go without a treat if it means that I can bring a smile to your face.' This brought me to tears, i felt so happy and loved, something I haven't had much of in the past!! I can happily say that these last few years have made me find what love is and it is something that I really enjoy and I want more of it.... so gimmie the love dear reader and I will return it more than gladly :o)

Dear reader thank you for reading about the mundane and I will update you soon on Saturdays antics WHOOOOP!!!!!