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Dad and mum despite everything you have been there thru some of my toughest moments. I know you sometimes feel that I dont appricate you, but I do, I go ages without speaking to you as I dont want you to see me when Im down as I feel like I have been a massive disapointment as a daughter. I have noticed when we speak on the fone you never say 'love you' these two words have been missing a lot from my life and the last time we spoke not hearing them cut my heart deeper than you will ever know. 

Dan and Joshua A girl could not ask for 2 better brothers, I love you both dearly and would die protecting you. I feel that I havent been there for you both, either when u needed me most or just to be a sister. 

Mom 12 long years I had you missing from my life. To save myself pain I made myself think you hated me and that I hated you. The day I found out you had been 'rescued' by Cherry, Steve and Jim I was able to let go of these feelings and admit that I never stopped loving you and always wanted my mom. Over the years there had been many a time when I wanted my Mom and no-one else.... these feelings I quashed. But I am more than happy to have you back in my life. 

Shell I cant believe ive known you for like 10 years, it feels like a lifetime. I could not have asked for a better best friend and sister. I love you deeply and you have always been there. I have done my best to be there for you as well. you and Finn have given me a wonderful neece and nefoo, you's being in Ireland means I cant see you but I think about you all the time. 

Lo Gracie brought us together as she knew we would be close. I would NEVER come between you and Brian its not in my nature to do something like that. Im sorry my facebook posts made brian think like this. To stop this from happening in the future I have deleted you both from my account (dont know if you have noticed yet) Pressing the remove from friends button was tough, it hurt like a knife thru the heart but I know its for the best. I love you baby girl, you'll always be my best girl

Wildcat RMX was how we met and I also got some fantastic friends from it. rightly or wrongly I listented to ppl, what I heard broke my heart. I know your going through a real tough time at the moment and I wanted to hold your hand across the miles. I love you deeply and wish to giha that we can sort thru these issues, but Im guessing its too late to do so now. I am not sorry for the hours I spent talking to you on the net and phone. Im not sorry for waiting up till stupid o clock and listening to your shows. You make my life brighter. I love you more than words can say and more than I can ever show you.

My family huh! I spent a lot of time apart from a lot of you. I tried to repair damage that was done from missing years as a child. but the damage had been done.... things were too deep seeded to repair and I feel as if I was forgotten.. not even a christmas card.

My friends Friends are the family you choose for yourself... I have the best, craziest, wildest bunch of nutters for friends anyone could ever ask for. A lot of you have been there at my toughest moments. laughing with me, laughing at me, wiping my tears and holding my hand when needed. you have all been wonderful and I love you all so very much.

Cleo for 11 years you have been my kitty cat, the best companion I could have asked for. Greeting me when I come home, sitting with me and not leaving my side through the moments when I was alone. Many a time I thought of ending it all but to think of you as an orphan made me realise I had to keep fighting my battles. You need me as much as I need you.