Grace's memorial is getting ever nearer, I feel like there is still so much to do. I still haven't got the order of service sorted, I haven't had many responses to people wanting something said and I am stuggling to find the words I want to say. I have found two out the three pieces of music, I am being very particular on what I want played.
I have the contact number for the tree memorial people but trying to get hold of the bloke is like trying to catch air. I think I will need to leave the tree part and concentrate on the actual serive/wake.
I have had some good responses and some people have been very geneorous. However its still hard going on me. Grace died 4 weeks ago and a lot of people are expecting me to be 'over it' by now, I still can't believe that she has gone and I know that the memorial is the chance to say my final goodbye to her. I have tried to concentrate on the memorial but evereytime I think about it I get really down and realise how much I miss her.
I am hoping that I can hold it together for the service but knowing me and my emotions it will get to me and I expect I will fall to pieces. But I know I will be amongst friends and that is a blessing as I expect I will be able to get plenty of hugz :o)
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